Aug 15, 2005 06:44
...we have a business to run here..."
Yeah, I just got off the phone with my manager. Supposedly, this is the third time I've been late for work? Excuse me. I wasn't late today. I didn't have a key to open the store with... and did I fail to mention that I had a fucking seizure and am not really suppose to be up and about and working?
I really didn't hear the words "you're fired!", but "don't forget to come in and drop off your shirts..." got the point across.
Well this makes things easier. I was trying to find a way to break it to my manger, Maria, how I wouldn't be able to continue working there... but I guess now I don't have to. It's just horrible thinking about how I'm going to have to put on all my applications that I was fired for being "late." I mean... I could explain myself, but any way you look at it, it looks bad.
So there goes my first job... my first awesome source of income.
I gotta look at it from a positive perspective no? I no longer have to handle people's dirty clothes, listen to them bitch about our service, or sit alone in that store for hours on end. I hate being alone. I always thought that having a job was going to be a fun experience, meeting and working with new people... yada yada yada! Thats what I need, not just a job that I have to 'help people,' but a job that'll allow me to 'interact' with fellow co-workers. Honestly, I found myself trying to make conversation with customers who came by, because I was so desperate. I've never called so many people in my life! I'm not even close to the ending date of my cell phone billing cycle, and I'm already nearly out of minutes!!!
I'm sure this is a blessing in disguise... or not.
I don't know how I'm feeling right now. I just got fired... I mean... I'm not sad... or crying... or anything.
Kinda pissed, but not really. More of a "Wow, my managers are heartless, bitches"
But I understand.
I don't think I'll be jumping into a new job right away, with school starting soon and all.
I just want to go to a neurologist and have him or her give me the 'ok' that I can drive again.
Then, I would be complete, again. lol.
Last night was memorable.
Brian came to see me since the incident... then Sam showed up to visit me... then David and Abby came to see me...
And it was nice...
I love you guys!
You rock my socks!
Thanks for visiting!
I'm at my mom's computer... I love typing on this thing!!! I just can't wait to be able to go back into my room. Yes, I actually did my room, thanks to Sam, Abby, my mom, and in part by David and Brian.
I think it looks... hot.
lol.
Well, I probably should go back to bed.
It's early.
ttyl
-alex