What a year....
So... the past week has been awesome. Tuesday was our "chamber" group's performance at the MPS District Board meeting. That night, I came home, passed out... I took my contacts out in the middle of the night and tore my left one. It was my last pair. Anyways... I hung out with Ryan a lot this weekend, it was the most fun I've had in a long time. Anything else.... umm... I saw the debate with Camille on Wednesday, that night Justin and his friends actually went to the rally. That night I also hung out with Ryan. Umm... Nothing too thrilling happened....
Saturday Justin and I celebrated our one year anniversary. It's crazy, a whole year today... but anyways, back to last night.... He stopped by, picked me up... we went to the Olive Garden.... Stuff happened.... a fight? I dunno... He was upset I was neglecting him ( I guess hanging out with Ryan...) FYI, Ryan was helping me put something together for Justin for our one year... but anyways... It ruined my surprise... I guess Justin and I worked it out... It would of been pretty lame to break up on our one year.... Dinner was fine... I had what I always get... So after dinner, we went home... I gave Justin the shadow box I made for him for our one year. It had a ton of memory items I had collected over the year... mostly ticket stubs. Also, a couple days ago,
I started to make a new LJ icon, but it ended up as a recap of my whole year with Justin. So I showed my little "gif movie" to Justin, he laughed hysterically. Anyways... we kinda just laid around... bonded... Then as expected, stuff happened... and it was good... And then he left, which I will admit made me feel a little cruddy... It just felt like a ton of first dates I had in the past. Ugh... damn him and his damned curfew! DAMN DAMN DAMN!
So anyways... today is our one year anniversary... so WOO... go us... And thank you Ryan, I couldn't of done it without your help/support.
In all fairness, I guess I really have been neglecting Justin... and I'm sorry... I really am... I can't help it. I admit, I have a problem with NOT neglecting people... Is it because I'm a busy person, or am I just an asshole? (probably asshole)... It sucks. I'm pretty sure I neglected Chris once school came around. Ugh... Whatever... My relationships suck...maybe it's not my thing... It's my nature. Karma is a bitch, and I'm sure I'll get mine sooner or later. I guess Justin and I being together for a whole year is the only good thing going for me in the relationship department. Recalling on my year, I found these quotes that I seem to connect to...
-A great big hurt is better than a lot of little hurts in a relationship.
--- Anon
-Eighty percent of life's satisfaction comes from meaningful relationships.
-- Brian Tracy
--The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but hold hands.
-- Alexander Penney
-Once the trust goes out of a relationship, it's really no fun lying to 'em anymore.
-- Norm from Cheers
Blah! Whatever... I'm waiting to see when he'll stop putting up with my shit and I'll get the "Lets just be friends..." speech. Or maybe it's all in my head... UGH! Such frustration!
But moving on.... School is good... I pulled out DECENT grades this first quarter... WHO CARES ABOUT MY GRADES.... Umm... I still haven't applied to U of A or ASU... Which bites... I really need to get on track! I also don't think we'll be getting our orchestra shirts before or by our orchestra concert, WHICH IS OCTOBER 21 AT 7:30 IN THE SKYLINE HIGH AUDITORIUM! Be sure to mark your calendars. Umm... I guess that's it. I don't think I can ramble on about anything....
so yea... I'm done...
The End....
[Thanks To]
=Ryan for helping me put together Justin's 1 year gift/awesome card.
=Ryan for being the official "Justin and Alex" cheerleader.
=Ryan for "keeping it real".
=Wal-Mart One Hour Photo Ladies for making my life difficult.
=y dad for giving me gruesome details of him butchering a bull in his dairy.
=My mom for sending me money.
=Camille for keeping me company on that lonely debate night.
=All of you who are taking time to read this entry...
=Justin for dinner.
=and last but not least, Justin again for being my boyfriend for one WHOLE year...
Ok, now really,
The End...
Happy one year, Justin!
Saturday Justin and I celebrated our one year anniversary. It's crazy, a whole year today... but anyways, back to last night.... He stopped by, picked me up... we went to the Olive Garden.... Stuff happened.... a fight? I dunno... He was upset I was neglecting him ( I guess hanging out with Ryan...) FYI, Ryan was helping me put something together for Justin for our one year... but anyways... It ruined my surprise... I guess Justin and I worked it out... It would of been pretty lame to break up on our one year.... Dinner was fine... I had what I always get... So after dinner, we went home... I gave Justin the shadow box I made for him for our one year. It had a ton of memory items I had collected over the year... mostly ticket stubs. Also, a couple days ago,
I started to make a new LJ icon, but it ended up as a recap of my whole year with Justin. So I showed my little "gif movie" to Justin, he laughed hysterically. Anyways... we kinda just laid around... bonded... Then as expected, stuff happened... and it was good... And then he left, which I will admit made me feel a little cruddy... It just felt like a ton of first dates I had in the past. Ugh... damn him and his damned curfew! DAMN DAMN DAMN!
So anyways... today is our one year anniversary... so WOO... go us... And thank you Ryan, I couldn't of done it without your help/support.
In all fairness, I guess I really have been neglecting Justin... and I'm sorry... I really am... I can't help it. I admit, I have a problem with NOT neglecting people... Is it because I'm a busy person, or am I just an asshole? (probably asshole)... It sucks. I'm pretty sure I neglected Chris once school came around. Ugh... Whatever... My relationships suck...maybe it's not my thing... It's my nature. Karma is a bitch, and I'm sure I'll get mine sooner or later. I guess Justin and I being together for a whole year is the only good thing going for me in the relationship department. Recalling on my year, I found these quotes that I seem to connect to...
-A great big hurt is better than a lot of little hurts in a relationship.
--- Anon
-Eighty percent of life's satisfaction comes from meaningful relationships.
-- Brian Tracy
--The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but hold hands.
-- Alexander Penney
-Once the trust goes out of a relationship, it's really no fun lying to 'em anymore.
-- Norm from Cheers
Blah! Whatever... I'm waiting to see when he'll stop putting up with my shit and I'll get the "Lets just be friends..." speech. Or maybe it's all in my head... UGH! Such frustration!
But moving on.... School is good... I pulled out DECENT grades this first quarter... WHO CARES ABOUT MY GRADES.... Umm... I still haven't applied to U of A or ASU... Which bites... I really need to get on track! I also don't think we'll be getting our orchestra shirts before or by our orchestra concert, WHICH IS OCTOBER 21 AT 7:30 IN THE SKYLINE HIGH AUDITORIUM! Be sure to mark your calendars. Umm... I guess that's it. I don't think I can ramble on about anything....
so yea... I'm done...
The End....
[Thanks To]
=Ryan for helping me put together Justin's 1 year gift/awesome card.
=Ryan for being the official "Justin and Alex" cheerleader.
=Ryan for "keeping it real".
=Wal-Mart One Hour Photo Ladies for making my life difficult.
=y dad for giving me gruesome details of him butchering a bull in his dairy.
=My mom for sending me money.
=Camille for keeping me company on that lonely debate night.
=All of you who are taking time to read this entry...
=Justin for dinner.
=and last but not least, Justin again for being my boyfriend for one WHOLE year...
Ok, now really,
The End...
Happy one year, Justin!