Jun 24, 2007 22:29
when is this hate that i feel towards myself going to go away
Seems like everyday i feel different
some days are good and some days are horrible. It gets to the point were i want to rip my hair and face off. I wish i didnt have that feeling. I wish i felt good about myself. If one lil thing goes wrong i flip out and thats not me. I honestly feel so much right now and it hurts. Some people think my feelings are stupid but i think my feelings are a problem. Im no suppose to feel this way. I feel stupid un pretty and worthless and i have no idea why. Ive been having so much tension lately and i dont even know what causing it.
i feel so much and so lil understand