Five Freaking Minutes

Oct 06, 2005 21:14

i was in the lowest tanning bed for 5 minutes and i got burned....grrrr!!! and all for florida. the fact that it's freezing here and i have constant goosebumps feels weird to be sunburned too.

i've lost my voice today during 6th period but i'm sorry i've lost all patience with people....if you have no idea what you're talking about the be quiet don't sit there and argue about how stupid i am...especially considering once i ignored you and did what i wanted burndt came over and congratualated me on being the first person all day to work completely on their own to figure out the velocity problem and please don't be pissed at me when i show you what you need to do to get the correct answer and it's still wrong because you have the wrong info, not my fault.....

i feel so alone as of lately and so cold both physically and emotionally....i don't care about homework or anything to do with high school....i just want to get out. it's rather funny the way peope freak out when you tell them you're not going to prom and that you're going to spend winter formal at your best friend's house have a Quentin Tarantino movie marathon...i've given up all hope of having a decent year with the egotistical people who sometimes call themselves my friends...whatever it's all juvenile anyway and ironically i'm the youngest of them all....

on the plus side i've realize that it is physically impossible for me to ever become a size 6 which is kinda sad and kinda good in a way i suppose....so instead of being insecure about my body weight i can move onto my looks...goody

sorry about the random rambling but i'm just kinda lost right now...sorry
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