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i saw ashley dolly this morning at school and it made my day, lol, yes ashley your hair looks cute.
things have been on a rollercoaster lately, the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. i've realized what's important and what's not.
last night was the first night i've cried myself to sleep in a long long time, as odd as it may sound it was calming.
i'm tired of doing everything i can right and doing everything i'm told but one stupid thing overshadows all i do in my parents eyes. it's getting rather old that i can't do jack shit to keep them happy or proud. and they wonder why the hell i want to get out of here so bad
i haven't decided if i'm going to make this friends only or not as there are certain people who don't need to know certain things but whatever...
i update for you ashley....now you better comment =)
things have been on a rollercoaster lately, the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. i've realized what's important and what's not.
last night was the first night i've cried myself to sleep in a long long time, as odd as it may sound it was calming.
i'm tired of doing everything i can right and doing everything i'm told but one stupid thing overshadows all i do in my parents eyes. it's getting rather old that i can't do jack shit to keep them happy or proud. and they wonder why the hell i want to get out of here so bad
i haven't decided if i'm going to make this friends only or not as there are certain people who don't need to know certain things but whatever...
i update for you ashley....now you better comment =)