Someone ran away with her Innocence
Some random guy said "ewww" to me today. I had no idea who it was. I heard him saying it in the background, then he's all, "she doesnt get it" I turn around and he's all "eww" uhh, thanks. heh.
I got yelled in Accounting today. Everyone was talking, but he singles me out and tells me to be quiet. *Awesome*
Mike sang a song last night.... it sounded, well, he's sang better. He was on speaker phone and had an audience. heh, gotta love it. He also never asked me to be his Valentine so Shay was my Valentine and we watched The Notebook. Good movie. Shay says I have a heart of stone because I didnt cry... I got teary eyed if that means anything. ;)
I had a Chemistry test yesterday and did relatively well for not paying any attention or taking any notes and for ditching it twice last week. Mary helped me, gave me what I needed and I was set to go. Lovely.
~*~*~~*~ This is killing me to see. We are all in pain from this. The two of you the most. We all know what you both want, but it is apparent this is how it should be. Maybe time will heal it, I do not know, but right now life is unbearable without the animated spirit that was once there now gone. I know you know I'm hurting, I know you both are hurting. All we can do is hope it will get all right in the end. Just as long as you are not taken away from me.
You, my friend, are the best thing that has ever happened to me. This you know for I have informed you of it many times. I would be utterly lost without you guiding me, without you bringing me out of my shell. Thank you for all you do and for all of your care. You are the best a person can have. I cannot express my feelings in any reasonable amount of words. I dont know the right words to say. I just hope you know it when I am around you.~*~*~*~
I got yelled in Accounting today. Everyone was talking, but he singles me out and tells me to be quiet. *Awesome*
Mike sang a song last night.... it sounded, well, he's sang better. He was on speaker phone and had an audience. heh, gotta love it. He also never asked me to be his Valentine so Shay was my Valentine and we watched The Notebook. Good movie. Shay says I have a heart of stone because I didnt cry... I got teary eyed if that means anything. ;)
I had a Chemistry test yesterday and did relatively well for not paying any attention or taking any notes and for ditching it twice last week. Mary helped me, gave me what I needed and I was set to go. Lovely.
~*~*~~*~ This is killing me to see. We are all in pain from this. The two of you the most. We all know what you both want, but it is apparent this is how it should be. Maybe time will heal it, I do not know, but right now life is unbearable without the animated spirit that was once there now gone. I know you know I'm hurting, I know you both are hurting. All we can do is hope it will get all right in the end. Just as long as you are not taken away from me.
You, my friend, are the best thing that has ever happened to me. This you know for I have informed you of it many times. I would be utterly lost without you guiding me, without you bringing me out of my shell. Thank you for all you do and for all of your care. You are the best a person can have. I cannot express my feelings in any reasonable amount of words. I dont know the right words to say. I just hope you know it when I am around you.~*~*~*~