Sep 29, 2006 19:29
TA DA! So after much thought and consideration, I'm back.
I'm too lazy to check and I'm not sure if I said this last time I posted, but there's a guy named Jerry and I really love him. Well, puppy love.
And you see, we went out for a bit, even though I have West. (West knew...) and it was extremely hard to choose.
I broke up with Jerry wednesday because he's way too flirtatious even after everyone told him to quit, he acts like he hates me sometimes, and I value him so goddamn much that I don't want to lose him and risk not being friends.
I realized afterward I made a big mistake and so I called him, asking to get back together. He said no.
And Amanda just called him, and when she asked if he was okay, he said, "I'm fine, I have - I'm fine..."
So I'm really confused and have been crying for days.
And I told West what happened in an email (since he didn't call...) and he wants to break up with me. Not because of that though, surprisingly. We were aruging about something stupid and so I threw out the, "Why should you care?" famous line, and he wants to break it off.
However, I shall be okay, because I'm going to a rennesance (sp?) festival tomorrow with Amanda, and October is coming, which means my birthday's almost here!