Mixed feelings
..Damnit. I just realized, since my RL friends also see this, I can't rant like the madwoman I really am.
uh, Hi RL friends. I'll tell you right now that I'm actually more finicky than you think. Small things can annoy me to no end about you RL friends-people, but ilu still, okay?
Cheesus, I know I'm being an asshole, but really. When people go postin' their problems everywhere online, it makes me think they want attention. I know, it's good to talk, but, isn't there a.. better way? ...Maybe this is personal preference, but, if one of my friends is bothered/distressed/ect, then i want to hear about it one-on-one... I don't know.. If I can't help, then my esteem drops by a good percentage. ...Am i being a hypocrite? I don't share my problems that much to you online people, right? I don't want to be a hypocrite; I hate hypocrites. ....Just. Argh. When I hear about RL "drama" and the like, it makes me think about my own little problems. I don't think I have it bad, but, I don't think they have much to complain about either. Everyone has it really good. We just, including myself, don't know how to be grateful for that.
I just.. don't know. Am I being an asshole? Yes?
Upon rereading, I realized that I was more bothered by all that than I thought I was.. Ho hum. Disorganized thoughts and guilt banzai.
On a lighter, less schizophrenic note, Johnny Tremain vs. Yaoi fangirls.
..i'm sorry! I'm sorry!! I.. I.. I.. I like RabxJohnny...
CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY FANGIRL [bashes head in]