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At some point you just realize there is no use in fighting… and you let go of every bit of anger you have ever had towards anyone… at least that is what has been happening to me lately. But bridges have been burnt, relationship and friendships lost, and enemies created… and in retrospect… mostly I don’t remember why we fought in the first place.
Because people are different... personalities clash… and opinions differ... and that is life… but no reason to sever ties… and I guess now I feel more able to accept those differences and embrace them.
Still I know I have done damage… and even if these apologies don’t mean anything…
I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.
I have started all over… and this time I won’t let anger and fear and paranoia control me.
Because people are different... personalities clash… and opinions differ... and that is life… but no reason to sever ties… and I guess now I feel more able to accept those differences and embrace them.
Still I know I have done damage… and even if these apologies don’t mean anything…
I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.
I have started all over… and this time I won’t let anger and fear and paranoia control me.