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so this week/past few weeks has been wicked eventfull...
from getting hit on by drunk guys in dover lol or the guys in the mall...or even those guys on the camping trip...oh my...some males are really gross...hymph!!
OH! the camping trip was awesome...john came with us and it was so cool to spend a weekend with him...despite our go fish game that turned into a huge really funny fight about him seeing my cards cause apparently i can't pick up cards that well...CRAP! if anyone ever plays cards with me don't look! :-P lol and everyone liked him :) esp. my dad...i think they got along too well :-P making jokes on me...grrrr hahaha
britt and i had a lady's day out a while back that was so much fun cause we got to go out and just relax and be girls :) and last night was insane!!! lol i rented "be cool" which was like a background to us talking hahaha and sooooooo this guy is like "twinkle twinkle baby!" and so i mocked him but it ended up me putting my hood to my sweatshirt on and rapping to "twinkle twinkle little star" LOL it was sooooo funny...and the thunder and lightening scared us both...good times :-D
meg and i also hung out and ended up going to britt's...our pizza and car ride convo was pretty interesting haha
and that's about it with the friends and such...OH!!!! to anyone who is free in like the middle-ish of august..i'm gonna have a "painting party" thinger at my house cause our garage needs to get done...so plenty of food is gonna be there and it'll be a lot of fun...so it's an open invite and lemme know if you wanna come over ;)
oh mannn so everyone basically knows that since about 7th grade i've wanted to move in with my dad...well i'm still trying to but now my dad wants to move...which completely goes against me focusing on school and not the troubles at home because the house needs work and i have NEVER been living at a house where you can live in it and not worry about adding something or re-doing the room because it's falling apart...like my room at my mom's is under construction and all i have in there is the computer(it was where the doors are that go out to the poorch and there was no where else to put it) so the computer,my bed,clothes chest thinger and that's it...also, i wouldn't be fighting with my mom and have a better/an actual realationship with my dad...i mean we already do..but we barely know each other and such so...i dk i just wish that he could stay at his house here :-/...if he moves i'm gonna stay with my mom cause i can't deal with moving during the school year...i have no study halls...and i NEED to have good grades...it's my goal this year...well in order to get into a good college like Gordon or some other Christian college...*sigh* i guess you could say that this is the main stress in my life...i wish that i could get like put up for adoption so i wouldn't have to deal with my mom or my dad moving cause most likely i'm gonna be stuck at my mom's for the rest of high school...but lemme tell you...i'm gonna be the only daughter to...so i'm gonna come out really strong emotionally...
those are my wicked icked long thoughts...and now that i've vented...i'm gonna call john :-D hehe
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from getting hit on by drunk guys in dover lol or the guys in the mall...or even those guys on the camping trip...oh my...some males are really gross...hymph!!
OH! the camping trip was awesome...john came with us and it was so cool to spend a weekend with him...despite our go fish game that turned into a huge really funny fight about him seeing my cards cause apparently i can't pick up cards that well...CRAP! if anyone ever plays cards with me don't look! :-P lol and everyone liked him :) esp. my dad...i think they got along too well :-P making jokes on me...grrrr hahaha
britt and i had a lady's day out a while back that was so much fun cause we got to go out and just relax and be girls :) and last night was insane!!! lol i rented "be cool" which was like a background to us talking hahaha and sooooooo this guy is like "twinkle twinkle baby!" and so i mocked him but it ended up me putting my hood to my sweatshirt on and rapping to "twinkle twinkle little star" LOL it was sooooo funny...and the thunder and lightening scared us both...good times :-D
meg and i also hung out and ended up going to britt's...our pizza and car ride convo was pretty interesting haha
and that's about it with the friends and such...OH!!!! to anyone who is free in like the middle-ish of august..i'm gonna have a "painting party" thinger at my house cause our garage needs to get done...so plenty of food is gonna be there and it'll be a lot of fun...so it's an open invite and lemme know if you wanna come over ;)
oh mannn so everyone basically knows that since about 7th grade i've wanted to move in with my dad...well i'm still trying to but now my dad wants to move...which completely goes against me focusing on school and not the troubles at home because the house needs work and i have NEVER been living at a house where you can live in it and not worry about adding something or re-doing the room because it's falling apart...like my room at my mom's is under construction and all i have in there is the computer(it was where the doors are that go out to the poorch and there was no where else to put it) so the computer,my bed,clothes chest thinger and that's it...also, i wouldn't be fighting with my mom and have a better/an actual realationship with my dad...i mean we already do..but we barely know each other and such so...i dk i just wish that he could stay at his house here :-/...if he moves i'm gonna stay with my mom cause i can't deal with moving during the school year...i have no study halls...and i NEED to have good grades...it's my goal this year...well in order to get into a good college like Gordon or some other Christian college...*sigh* i guess you could say that this is the main stress in my life...i wish that i could get like put up for adoption so i wouldn't have to deal with my mom or my dad moving cause most likely i'm gonna be stuck at my mom's for the rest of high school...but lemme tell you...i'm gonna be the only daughter to...so i'm gonna come out really strong emotionally...
those are my wicked icked long thoughts...and now that i've vented...i'm gonna call john :-D hehe
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