I have nothing happening
yet everything is happening.
O_O
I'm getting really nervous for college. I keep saying "yeah, I'll look up colleges" that whole schpeel, but I have no clue where to begin. And I need to look for financial support... to support my lack of finances. My mom's about as helpful as a very unhelpful wall, so I'm getting all my info from Kate. Kate is now my go-to college girl.
I'm still looking for community service hours... but so is Rach so I don't feel so bad. Speaking of Rach... she's now a licensed driver. It's quite a sight, she's shorter than I am and looks much younger. And she's sort of clumsy and dazed like me (she's famous for sentences where she loses track of what's she's saying... "Yum. I love squirrels" being my personal favourite.) But if she can drive, she can cart me around places \m/ we're pretty low key and there's not many places to go around here. We have... a... diner? And a flower shot. I could just go all cartoony with excitement. XD
I've been a bit of an art freak these past few weeks. It's spawned a ton of photography, three (and a half) Dhani portraits, a Noel painting... in between homework. Our teachers seem to think doing no work in class means lots of work at home. Strange how that system works. Anyway, all my artsy doodle stuff is up
http://sminking.deviantart.com/gallery/
there are more drawings and stuff on page 2 than page 1. Lots of photography in between. My poor camera...
My guitar's still broken... it's bringin' me down :P I've been wanting to keep learning and trying but that bloody E string *twitch*
Oh well, I've got my piano. I can bear it.
I still need my passport! I think I'm panicking... I need it for April, for England and France *cue Handel's Messiah*
I'm still not over her... I feel so responsible. Everywhere I look, I see guilt. And for those who don't know, guilt is the colour of deep murky water that's so black you can't see the bottom, but you chance stepping in anyway only to find your foot falling down and down like when you go up the stairs in the dark.
There's a Tom Cruise advert to my right... now that just makes me laugh XD Tom Shoes *sigh* you do amuse...
I want autumn to be here, full blast. We're half green, half red. Whatever happened to the amazing New England autumns?!
I think I'm going to miss high school when it's over... I'm having quite a bit of fun in between unfortunate clusters of knowledge (and if you just read the word "clusters" and thought of cereal... yeah, i'm right there with ya XD). I mean, despite the disgustingly long walks between classes, I'm pretty much enjoying it! I've got a class with Chatel FINALLY! And so far my grades in that haven't been great... not failing, but not great. The story of my whole math career. I have to say, it's odd being down in math for getting a 78% on a quiz, and going immediately to English and finding out I've gotten an A on my first paper. I think school shall make me bipolar.
And French has been like... a party. We have our favourite teacher back, we're learning, we're having fun, and I sit next to Rachel and in front of Kate. It's just fabulous.
I'm wickedly over excited over all these crazy twosdays... it's awful that tomorrow's the last one and I can't go. But really... I'm not getting 3(or less) hours of sleep so I can watch a glitchy dial-up feed. *SIGH* Angry call to fios, methinks...
And now I've said way too much. Must go get my stuff ready for school tomorrow. TTFN