The worst week of my life...
Man things this week were just...SHIT! I'm so...I don't even know what to call what I'm feeling. It's a mix between sad/mad/hurt/tired/stressed...
Monday: They changed my stupid schedule and I had to get books but I couldn't...
Tuesday: Went again like a 100 times and finally the 101th time I got books...stupid bitch
Wednesday: My promise ring stone fell off...whatever that's supposed to mean...
Thursday: I broke my necklace of my cross...
And Today...the worst day of this bad week...It all started off ok. Things with me and Monica are shit and it really hurts. I guess something we should all remember is we shouldn't hold on to things forever. I guess sometimes you really do need to let things go and see what happens from there. It just makes me REALLY sad because I know things will never be the way they used to during 8th. It was really awesome this summer when it was back like old times...but that's over now. I need to realize where my place is and it's just not there. Ugh I don't even want to talk about this right now. Then somebody...yeah you're there for me, SOMETIMES. It's great when you are actually there but other times you're not. Maybe it's my fault cuz maybe I'm not there for you...I don't know. I guess that quiz that said I'd only have 3 close friends in my lifetime was true...as of now I'm at 0. But for all of my friends...I'm glad we don't hang out a lot cuz then I'm sure we wouldn't be so good of friends. Well take care guys and see some of you tomorrow.
Monday: They changed my stupid schedule and I had to get books but I couldn't...
Tuesday: Went again like a 100 times and finally the 101th time I got books...stupid bitch
Wednesday: My promise ring stone fell off...whatever that's supposed to mean...
Thursday: I broke my necklace of my cross...
And Today...the worst day of this bad week...It all started off ok. Things with me and Monica are shit and it really hurts. I guess something we should all remember is we shouldn't hold on to things forever. I guess sometimes you really do need to let things go and see what happens from there. It just makes me REALLY sad because I know things will never be the way they used to during 8th. It was really awesome this summer when it was back like old times...but that's over now. I need to realize where my place is and it's just not there. Ugh I don't even want to talk about this right now. Then somebody...yeah you're there for me, SOMETIMES. It's great when you are actually there but other times you're not. Maybe it's my fault cuz maybe I'm not there for you...I don't know. I guess that quiz that said I'd only have 3 close friends in my lifetime was true...as of now I'm at 0. But for all of my friends...I'm glad we don't hang out a lot cuz then I'm sure we wouldn't be so good of friends. Well take care guys and see some of you tomorrow.