Life is like a bowl of cherries right?
So change is in the air or so they say. Work started up this week, got a new car that's been totally rigged (they lowered it and the susspension sucks right now) so I have to have it fixed, and the biggie, a new condo is in the works. That's the scary part because my mother keeps laying the doom and gloom trip on me of you'll have to give up a bunch of stuff don't drive as much, don't go out with friends as much, let's see what else oh yeah, and you're getting nothing for the rest of your natural born life because I'm helping you with this. Damn, life is tough, I have a co-worker who's going through it right now, and she's the most pragmatic, realistic, steady person I know. She's gotten things done and taken care of business so effectively I've just sat back and watched and said to my self damn she's good. And besides all that, she's wonderful to work with. So, I'm taking her example and getting done what needs to get done Ok, I'm a bit overwhelmed by all the change, and it scares me a little, which keeps me feeling vunerable and insecure, but instead of sitting on my butt (like I am right now) I'm going to get things done and not feel like I'm a looser because I'm staying home and working instead of going out to a bar, movie, or whatever. Granted, I'll never meet Mr. right staying home, but if the home isn't taken care of in the first place, then I shouldn't be looking until things are in order anyway. Like I've heard said, get your house in order so you can be free to do what you need to do (heavily paraphrased).