"now I see, I was the one worth leaving."

[closeuri_s]

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
(Asking why)

I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space

Comments

[donkeyriding]

you gona be ok baby??

[closeuri_s]

Yeah, I'm going to be just fine. Thinking about everything in your life is an overwhelming feeling, that sometimes I just get caught up in....and certain situations make it even harder to pull yourself through...I guess the main thing I learned is that no matter what happens, no matter who I meet, or how I feel...the only way that I'll ever see it through is if I confide in myself. And sometimes...that's all it takes.

p.s. I'll be at hollins the 5th-8th!

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[donkeyriding]

p.s. I'll be at hollins the 5th-8th!

sweet! yknow the more time you spend here the less you want to leave :D

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[closeuri_s]

oh I know...I experienced that over Hollinsummer...I was by no means ready to leave! Do you know Melissa (I'm not sure of her last name, but she's a freshman)?

Well I'll be staying with her.

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[donkeyriding]

melissa with red curly hair who lives in randolph?? shes the only freshy melissa i know...

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[closeuri_s]

that is her!

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[donkeyriding]

oh wow! how did you meet her? i went home with her over fall break last semester, shes pretty cool.

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[closeuri_s]

I was her "almost" prospective last november...kind of an irrelevent story though...but anyways, she does seem pretty cool, and she invited my friend Amy and I to stay with her for the weekend...so it'd be great to meet you!

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[donkeyriding]

hahaha you would not believe what just happened! two girls just walked into my room like it was theirs, and that wouldnt have really been a problem but im still wearing only my towel from my shower a little while ago. ah, such is dorm life. :D

yea, i kind of excited that you and your friend are comming down here now. i cant believe that melissa didnt tell me that she was having two perspectives come down for that weekend!!

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[closeuri_s]

haha...dorm life...can't wait. =)

are you in randolph, too??

oh yeah, and I will hopefully be playing tennis for Hollins, and I have not met a tennis player YET...do you know any?

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[donkeyriding]

i live in tinker, you'll find it lacks carpeting, but in all honestly id rather live in tinker any day of the week!

i know a couple of tennis players, mostly seniors who oviousley wont be here when you are next year, but if they are around i can introduse them to you. the tennis players here are all pretty awesome. theres one sophfmore tennis player i know, shes kind of a douchebag, the story is kind of long and irrelivant at this point. shes not a bad person though. well, sometimes. if shes around when you guys are down here i can introduce her to you too.

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[closeuri_s]

Thanks, I appreciate it!!

I did stay in Tinker while I was there! I loved it...but then again, the last thing on my mind was my room while I was busy running around having fun.

Sorry for all the messages back and forth...I'd probably try to keep you here all night, but I have to go to work now! =)

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[donkeyriding]

lol dont worry about it. take care. talk to you later.