Dec 14, 2004 22:37
wow...it's amazing to flip through these livejournal webpages and see entries of your friends, some old, some new...and see how their lives have changed...and to flip through my own, and see how it has changed. The smallest amount of time can bring along the biggest changes...you'd be surprised how much one day can impact an entire life.
It's hard ya know...life. We're all growing up and we're all seeing how cruel, and how great it can be. But ya know, we'll all make it through...we will. Maybe i'm just saying that right now because I'm feeling better than I ever have...and yeah, it does have to do with love...I've done all I can for myself right now, and to have someone accompany me is the greatest feeling...but I was happy even before her. I was living life, doing what I had to do, and trying to get somewhere. Now it's just ten times better having her around.
I sit here and I watch my friends get their lives together...and I watch some of them tear their lives apart...but we're all learning. I want to help them all, but we're all too stubborn to really listen to anyone else. I guess we're all learning it the hard way. So maybe next time we won't forget it. Good luck everyone.
and just remember (thanks for the reminder jenni) what lies behind us and what lies before us are just small matters compared to what lies within us.
make something of yourselves.