sick to my stomache

[closeureyesndrm]

i keep thinking about death.

which makes sense seeing what happened with my good friend mark...

im at work study and should be reading for my English class but i cant focus.

man people really take relationships for granite ... well at least i did

im slightly in denial, like this is just a bad ugly dream, but i know its not, which sucks butt.

i know it will really kick in at the funeral and everything

but oh my goodness, i just spoke to him,.... i could have done so much more with him, but geeeeeeeeez this is too intense... i really loved his friendship, even when i was annoyed lol

but i remember always telling him man mark ima never meet anyone else like you ever, and i still know i wont...