refect

Aug 24, 2008 03:48

Looking back on the things ive did
reminds me of the pain ive gain
Its all a memory

Somthing to look back on the mistakes that ive made
and at the same time grow into a diffrent person
you dont always make plans that is always according
and you dont always make the same mistake more then once
its just a repeat of how life is

But In the long run you build yourself to become a better person
If not...then eh thats your life right?

So i havent been on the internet for a LONG time well i think about a week or so cause my power cord to my laptop is fried by leaving it on so long
but its okay cause it kinda made me realize the finer points in life and how things should be

Sure im never on as much but that only means im out driving around wasting my gas and enjoying the fresh air as the wind blows through my hair
No one in the passenger seat
A cig in my left hand while sticking out the window and my right hand on the steering wheel
Music playing and i occsionally change the cd when the songs dont fit my mood
Sure i still listen to the same old stuff with a few new things im not the same old emo rj XD
but like i said its a change in life that we all take at some point you get there and you realize the things your missing that you want the most.

So i end up spending most my time driving in woodbridge and manasses to eden time to time
driving down memory road and checking up on my spot if theres anycar there or not so i can lay on my hood and watch the stars(even tho the stars look better in stafford).
I get my taro boba like always when im in eden and as well in shela bakery.

I go to the mall still but not as much
i talk to the same people but not as much
School is starting soon but i know im going to be fine cause this time im going to ace all my classes and work my goal up to either work in the medical field or pyschologist.

Sure i have a plan...but at times it dont always go so well...but thats okay cause there are loop holes that i can work around them

Stoped working for now cause i have school so im more free in the weekdays
and busy on the weekends

Go to parties to just have fun
Dont drink because drinking isnt my thing...well a lil
And smoke and chill and dance cause thats what i do
Help out the people that need help
And ignore thos that want to be ignored

Life is simple...just dont make it hard for yourself and the others that care for you

Apreaciate the smaller things in life cause you dont get it everytime.

well i think thats all for now...more updates to come when i get my laptop working agian which i dont think is for a while.

But i like it this way.

Btw look out the streets
cause the NIght is ours

(If i wont be able to touch you agian,At the very least, Just one more time, Id want you to embrace me...Its long,long good bye....farewell.)

Till we stop dreaming
And fall back into reality
Just look to the stars.
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