This is the count down.

Jun 21, 2008 00:34

1 more person gone many more to come
Erika leaves Today around 7 on a plane to Cali
I already gave her the best advice i can give her
And at the same time i understood what was her reasons for things being as they were...but at the same time i can say that they were wrong...
But hey you lose some you gain some...But in the end you dont really lose anything its what you gain that counts.

When somthing leaves its mostly for the better
There isnt any bad reasons for anything... Its just misunderstandings to people
I had my good share of it and well i can say...that i do miss some of...no i do miss all of it. Why wouldent i?
As time passes by you gain friends and you lose friends... My dad used to tell me to be happy for thos who left.
Cause they were able to show you somthing that you never knew.. Or they never really did anything good for you at all.

Just try your best and live your life... As long as your happy then nothing els should matter.
What yours is yours and whats mine is mine...plain and simple.

Everyone has somthing about them that makes life fun...Either you do somthing about it to make it that way
Or just live your life the way it is already.
Depending on how you take things or do it...will determine the outcome of the future.

Honestly...i do miss being a friend...no not even that just talking to you made things fun...Cause we used to be able to just talk for hours...But where did that go?
Fights?...yea some of them wernt even worth fighting about...i should of just let them slide and like always made you win...cause in the end im always wrong >_>.
But i just hate being wrong most of the time...and who i was in general...and what i became...nothing i say can change how you look at me.
And im not going to force you to see it.

Only time will tell about what happens...but thats the best part about it...not knowing whats bound to happen, But just taking life day by day. Past Present Future.
We all have to live life somehow... It just happens that its just not how it used to be.

(Heart beats slowing)
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