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I've just realized how horrible a person I am, and it makes me want throw up. I'm not going to get into it all right now ... but if you're my friend, then get away from me before I can hurt you too. I'm serious.
One of my best guy friends is no longer coming to my birthday party, and I think I'm just gunna feel even worse on Thursday when I know he's not coming because of me. I'm thinking about cancelling it, because I'm not even looking forward to it now. What's worse is that he's not going to Dar's birthday party anymore either.
Because of me.
It's crazy how fast everything can go wrong. An hour ago I realized that I haven't been this happy in a long time.
I love you all to death.
One of my best guy friends is no longer coming to my birthday party, and I think I'm just gunna feel even worse on Thursday when I know he's not coming because of me. I'm thinking about cancelling it, because I'm not even looking forward to it now. What's worse is that he's not going to Dar's birthday party anymore either.
Because of me.
It's crazy how fast everything can go wrong. An hour ago I realized that I haven't been this happy in a long time.
I love you all to death.