i've lived a life..since the last time I wrote in here...
Shes gone...I still can't believe that I won't be seeing her tomorrow...and yes, I miss her already.
It's weird...this entire relationship...my entire life for the past 2 weeks...just so insane...
it's been a wild ride..and I'm ready to bring it down a bit..
since I last wrote in here...
+I went to 2 warped tours, Ventura and Long Beach
+Hung out with my "wifey" Jen practically every day
+got pierced 3 times.
+danced at a To End All Seasons show
+booked another show
+broke "edge"
+drank 6 out of 7 nights
+didn't come home for 2 of those nights
+had a vacation from work
+got an unexpected call from an ex
+dropped my wifey off at the airport..and now she's gone and won't be back..for a very long while.
+got emo..just for tonight at least. No crying though..hahah, I'm not that emo anymore.
No, I don't have a girlfriend..it isnt even a relationship(and I know that we probably never will have a relationship like THAT)..we weren't dating.. hmm, I just like this girl..and yeah, it feels like we are closer than just regular friends..but I don't know..it's so weird. All I know is that I'm going to miss her..I never knew I could grow so attached to someone in such a short span...interesting has been an understatement.
Today at the airport was just so Garden State (airport scene) to me....geez..I even told her that..ahh man, I'll be okay..
fuck I've been livin' la vida loca..and it's time to settle down...I'm fucking exhausted...party'd hard..and yeah man....sleepy time.
she loves me
she loves me not.
-Justin
It's weird...this entire relationship...my entire life for the past 2 weeks...just so insane...
it's been a wild ride..and I'm ready to bring it down a bit..
since I last wrote in here...
+I went to 2 warped tours, Ventura and Long Beach
+Hung out with my "wifey" Jen practically every day
+got pierced 3 times.
+danced at a To End All Seasons show
+booked another show
+broke "edge"
+drank 6 out of 7 nights
+didn't come home for 2 of those nights
+had a vacation from work
+got an unexpected call from an ex
+dropped my wifey off at the airport..and now she's gone and won't be back..for a very long while.
+got emo..just for tonight at least. No crying though..hahah, I'm not that emo anymore.
No, I don't have a girlfriend..it isnt even a relationship(and I know that we probably never will have a relationship like THAT)..we weren't dating.. hmm, I just like this girl..and yeah, it feels like we are closer than just regular friends..but I don't know..it's so weird. All I know is that I'm going to miss her..I never knew I could grow so attached to someone in such a short span...interesting has been an understatement.
Today at the airport was just so Garden State (airport scene) to me....geez..I even told her that..ahh man, I'll be okay..
fuck I've been livin' la vida loca..and it's time to settle down...I'm fucking exhausted...party'd hard..and yeah man....sleepy time.
she loves me
she loves me not.
-Justin