Sep 20, 2007 20:33
Bookjunkie92 (10:22:19 AM):[Offline IM sent 7h and 4m ago] Also, I wanted you to pass something along to Miranda. Her adopted little sister has already gotten into trouble this year. She skipped school with her boyfriend and went to Grandmother's house while Grandmother was away. Kind of a juvenile delinquent variation of "Little Red Riding Hood." Anyways, I took her into my care for in-school. Kind of hoped that I made some sort of impression, which I obviously didn't, as she skipped a class the following day to go to 7-11. Miranda told me not to waste my time on this project, but I am, after all, an incurable optimist. Still, someone is going to lose my support and aid if she doesn't come around quickly.
Bookjunkie92 (10:22:26 AM):[Offline IM sent 7h and 4m ago] From Mr. Scott
B/C we all know I see Nikkia all the time. I am going to send her a message though. This is pissing me off. *scowls some more* I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO! I DON'T KNOW AT ALL! NO CLUES! *feels lost and helpless*
Meanwhile, I am the worst flirt in history. No matter what I know on it, it's the application of the process that makes me horrid. Is it b/c the object on which I am attempting to persuade into my favor is closer to home then last time? Is it b/c if I fail, I have much to lose and therefore I've become passive-agressive in my subconcious in order to prevent the devastating fall? *sigh* I need to get over it, b/c it's a far worse risk to not risk than to jump in, feet first. I WOULD NOT LOSE IF I JUST TRIED HARDER!
But IN GOOD NEWS, I UNDERSTAND DIAMENSIONAL ANALYSIS! :D It only took me three days! :D Course, I didn't really TRY TIL TODAY. But still...
Now, to take this back to depressing...
I am going to buy a taser...or just bring my bat to school. After school, James and Briton ganged up on me and invade my personal space 27 times in under 5 minutes, a new record, I think. I mean, that sounds hypocritical b/c I don't get all POed when Christian or David or Philip or one of my other guy friends pokes/tickles me but it's different when they do it. They are teasing, and they don't go too far with it. They don't overdo it. They cut it out when I ask them to and mean it. The aforementioned idiots do not, and besides BRITON HAS A GIRLFRIEND! HE DOESN'T NEED TO BE HUGGING ME! I MEAN FOR GOSH SAKE! That's not right. I mean, once again, I sound hypocritical, but it's not like hugging David, who is dating Torri, I mean, with David, he's a friend only. With Briton, I'm not so sure that friends only thing is on both sides if you catch my drift and I don't want to go pissing off girls that I have classes with and are much bigger than little ol' me. If there was any reason to have a b/f, it would be just b/c I need someone to protect me since Kacy is only avaliable at certain times...
But, yeah. It stinks. Although, the songs that I've looked up on Christian's recommendations are making it slightly better. :D
kacy,
mr.s,
christian,
music,
nikkia,
guys,
flirting,
diamensional analysis,
david