I think it's been...vaguely forever?

May 30, 2009 22:43

I'm havin' one of those moments where you kind of wish you're dreamin' and will wake up soon...

I'm in the midst of plannin' the wedding for the end of July...just had Relay for Life last night which was my 5th year of doing it...my third wish kid is at home with hospice and has been given days (probably hours at the point of me writing this)....and my Dad just got laid off. I'd love to quit my job so I don't have to deal with my bitch of a (temporary) manager, but with Marcus unemployed right now I can't really do that.

I want that magic wand all of us wishgranters are supposed to have, so I can wave it over my head and have all the problems of mine and my loved ones go away. Is that really so much to ask for? I'm at the point where I can't take anymore bad news..it's going to put me over the edge of a very black place I don't want to go again.

I don't know...I mostly needed to get it out because keeping it all inside is makin' me a horrible person to be around. And my bridal shower is tomorrow, so I have to put on a happy face and pretend that everything is hunky dory....when I really just want a drink and my best friend to talk to. If you see him before I do, will you please kidnap him and deliver him to my house? Thanks.
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