Distance is Darkness
Well, this one's going to be far away too, looks like. He announced today that he'll be going away for a couple months to get an escape from this town. He expressed (without words) that he'll be sad to be leaving me, but everything else warrants it.
He asked me to call him tomorrow.
I think I will. I'm deathly afraid of calling people on the phone, but I think I will. I'm going to miss him, and I know how silly that is. I've only known the boy a week...
But maybe (and this would be a relief)... maybe when he said we should take my suggestion and just be friends, he was trying to soften the blow of his leaving. And not responding to some stupid things I said in pushing him away.
I don't know. I could really go for this boy. All he's yet to do is take me to a nice dinner date, and write a song about me. Then I'll be his for as long as he wants me.
He asked me to call him tomorrow.
I think I will. I'm deathly afraid of calling people on the phone, but I think I will. I'm going to miss him, and I know how silly that is. I've only known the boy a week...
But maybe (and this would be a relief)... maybe when he said we should take my suggestion and just be friends, he was trying to soften the blow of his leaving. And not responding to some stupid things I said in pushing him away.
I don't know. I could really go for this boy. All he's yet to do is take me to a nice dinner date, and write a song about me. Then I'll be his for as long as he wants me.