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so an update...
stephanie is in LOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE. yes that's right boys and girls, steph and erik have decided they LOVE each other. go steph! erik is really nice and we have all decided that as of yet we all approve of him. i am more then happy for her, but i dont want to rush things. just dont want her to get hurt cause i can tell she really likes him. telling him she loves him is huge, because i dont think she's ever told anyone that (in that way) before.
work and school are crazy, and never ending. im surprised that work still deals with me as i am off for three straight weekends in a row. haha which i can assure you no one aside from myself is pleased about. cant wait till prom because we are going to have crazy fun. and that means i only have one more day of school, until im free.
i was looking at my old journal, and i just had to laugh at myself, because i was such an idiot. but then i looked at who would comment back and who the posts were about. and it made me think of how much is different. who im close to now and who i was a year ago are not even close. i guess its bittersweet because i feel like i lost a part of me but yet ive made something more. looking back i see how much fun i had, and part of me wishes that things could be like they used to. but then on the other hand there are things i know i can most certainly live without ever having to deal with again. proclaiming my undying love for my best friend (hey i was not exactly sober) once, was more then enough. the fact that im not sure if anyone who would understand that would actually read it is a little sad but ok.
i think one of my favorite lines from a song now is "you wasted life why wouldn't you waste the after life"
stephanie is in LOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE. yes that's right boys and girls, steph and erik have decided they LOVE each other. go steph! erik is really nice and we have all decided that as of yet we all approve of him. i am more then happy for her, but i dont want to rush things. just dont want her to get hurt cause i can tell she really likes him. telling him she loves him is huge, because i dont think she's ever told anyone that (in that way) before.
work and school are crazy, and never ending. im surprised that work still deals with me as i am off for three straight weekends in a row. haha which i can assure you no one aside from myself is pleased about. cant wait till prom because we are going to have crazy fun. and that means i only have one more day of school, until im free.
i was looking at my old journal, and i just had to laugh at myself, because i was such an idiot. but then i looked at who would comment back and who the posts were about. and it made me think of how much is different. who im close to now and who i was a year ago are not even close. i guess its bittersweet because i feel like i lost a part of me but yet ive made something more. looking back i see how much fun i had, and part of me wishes that things could be like they used to. but then on the other hand there are things i know i can most certainly live without ever having to deal with again. proclaiming my undying love for my best friend (hey i was not exactly sober) once, was more then enough. the fact that im not sure if anyone who would understand that would actually read it is a little sad but ok.
i think one of my favorite lines from a song now is "you wasted life why wouldn't you waste the after life"