The Year of the Tripod

Aug 15, 2005 01:51

It's almost two in the morning
I can't sleep
I can't stop thinking

Two days ago we closed our production of Working. The show went very well, the cast party was fun, and we all said our tearful goodbyes and hugged everyone as we left. Today, well yesterday I went to set strike and exchanged cell numbers with the few people who were there. We went to Panera and then went to Kerry's house to watch Mean Girls. Emilio Cassie and I listened to Dane Cook on the way back.

I have this huge fear that these past few days were the last moments I would have with many of these wonderful people. Especially those from CV. Three years is a much shorter amount of time than it seems and I'm going to miss everyone so much. When you say goodbye to someone it's usually followed up with "We will stay in touch" or "I'll see you again soon". I really hope that is true.

With my Senior year only two weeks away I am starting to realize that this was my last summer as a high school student, and that I'm almost done. Instead of saying goodbye to a single class (Which is heartbreaking) I have to say goodbye to four. I want to make this the year of 06', I want us to be remembered and respected as much as the classes that graduated before us, I want to make my personal mark on CV. For some reason...I don't think it's going to happen, and that scares me.

This could be the result of lack of sleep, but I think all of 06 knows what I'm trying to say.

Fabuleux Trois 2006
It's the year of the Tripod
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