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Im sooooo emotionaly confused... Its driving me insane. Tears fall down my face and ruin my make up but i could care less. My eyes turn bright red and they bring out the green so much. I try to hold my tears back but it doesnt seem to work, how could it work when all your emotions just come pooring out at once, all that you have been holding back just seeps through your skin and you cant stop it. The hate, the sadness, the embarresment... all come rushing through your vains, its a rush, its a valcano ready to erupt, its a fountain. More a fountain of anger then hate and sadness. But more hate then sadness and more sadness then happiness. Sux dont it... of course it does. Who wants to be angry, and sad and hate people for the rest of their life, not me. Though it seems its gonna be that way forever.
