and when the answer that you want is in the question that you state, come what may
i had a productive day. i did a lot of things. i spent a lot of money. i wish i could make everything how i wanted it to be rite now. and if i could i don't know if i would give up what i have rite now, or if i'd go back and change things. and it's really weird if you think aobut it if you could change one single event in your life, you wouldn't be who you are or where you are now. weird. i duno i'm rambling, i do this. anyway i'm going to make an island where you don't have to make hard decisions. but that's life rite? dammit. i don't like being a grown up but i'm not a grown up but i don't like grown up stuff. but i do. anyway we'll see what tomarrow brings, always an adventure.