I thought i knew it all, i thought i had it made, how could it end this way, i thought i knew it all
Ok So i started talking to Kay Dee Tonight. He was just there for moral support really. He thinks i have narcissism... LOL!!! I'm so far from it... I'm more of a self loathing person really. If i were narcissistic i wouldn't try to hurt myself... i would try to hurt others but a self loathing person is more on keeping it to theirself. I am really fucked up in the head... and i upsets me coz people look up to me... they think i'm awesome or have all the awnsers even think that i'm like on the path to my destination. The emnity i have for myself gives me no apathy in life. Fuck it thou right coz as long as i smile i'm ok... Thats all people really see is this god damn smile!! Well just to let you know... i'm fucked up!!!
Peace
Peace