Sick and Demented

[closertodeath]

As the blood runs from the veins to the floor
i sit and wonder why
why i lived in such a way
that i only want to die
surrounded by sole suclution
and red on my skin
if i just would have loved my god
the demons would've never came in
but now my dreams have all surpassed
my inner boy falling apart
should i keep holding on to the nothingness
and fill the hole in my heart
nothing here can fix me now
i'm a wreck beyond my years
it's filled with hurt and broken trust
and washed away with tears
I never wanted it to end like this
crippled to love like death
hear you me this world was fucked
i whisper with my last breath
die to relive those days
die to haunt my head
i will never see the mornings beauty
coz now i lay to rest