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i broke up with him last night.
it was one of those really bad ones where he yelled at me and called me a bitch... and asked me what the fuck i was doing. you know...
i did it for him. he was going crazy. he told me that. he said -why dont you just break up with me?
so i said -fine.
and then it was the crying part. you'd be surprised but i didnt shed one tear. not one.
he asked me how it was possible for me to not feel anything at all...
i wanted to tell him - thats how we survived. right? isnt that what the nurse told me to do? -you cant go around acting how you feel all the time, some people get freaked out by that.
there's only two people who will understand this and you know who you are.
ive mastered the breaking up. arent you proud of me? im the one leaving now.
. wine stained lips
. drip
. color
. around your voice
. intoxicated
. tangled
. love
it was one of those really bad ones where he yelled at me and called me a bitch... and asked me what the fuck i was doing. you know...
i did it for him. he was going crazy. he told me that. he said -why dont you just break up with me?
so i said -fine.
and then it was the crying part. you'd be surprised but i didnt shed one tear. not one.
he asked me how it was possible for me to not feel anything at all...
i wanted to tell him - thats how we survived. right? isnt that what the nurse told me to do? -you cant go around acting how you feel all the time, some people get freaked out by that.
there's only two people who will understand this and you know who you are.
ive mastered the breaking up. arent you proud of me? im the one leaving now.
. wine stained lips
. drip
. color
. around your voice
. intoxicated
. tangled
. love