Meh...
Hmm i dunno if im happy or sad lol yes i do that, i can be feeling 2 different things at the one time. Sad cause i guess i really like someone but i know they don't you know like me back. Anyway errmm also Happy cause u know I'm gonna see The Calling in July, booked my tickets online. So i'll get to stand and drooool at Alex <3 Anyway hmmm anything else happening err no lol my life is somewhat lame and repetitous. Oh there's this guy and work who is hott. His names Allan, he's just a little taller than me and has spiked black hair which has sorta little tiny bit of blonde throught it i guess. Anyway he's really hott and i really like him. I talk to him usually when i goto into work, i mean i dunno if he's gay or whatever. I mean i give him little knowing looks and stuff but maybe thats just me digging deep lol. Hopefully things might progress over the next few weeks maybe lol. Got my photos back from when i met Eliza Dushku and Brian Thompson last sunday, and there so amazing lol. I felt total shit today cause my friend Fraser who i went to school with, well ive not seen him in a few weeks i guess and i saw him at the mall today when i was up buying like £100 worth of clothes lol. Anywya i walked past him and i said hey but he didn't say anything back to me :( i guess he was either just not thinking or is mad at me for some reason lol. Anyway thats it for now <3 just wanted to say i misssssssssssssssed u <3 and u know who you are :)