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i found out tonight that i really am sort of insensitive.
and need to start being a wayyy better friend to certain people. i dont know what it has been lately.....maybe im frustrated with the fact that i feel like you wont help yourself, maybe im frustrated with the fact that you act so much older and more serious then you are or need to beand make me feel like i have no right to be goofy and hyper and a stupid little kid...when really, thats all i am and thats all i should be.
but nevertheless. you are afraid and lonely and scared and all you need is love and support and friends. and i have been a shitty lover and a non-supporter and a terrible friend just because i've been caught up in what i've been feeling.
and tonight i took it too far.
I'm sorry.
and need to start being a wayyy better friend to certain people. i dont know what it has been lately.....maybe im frustrated with the fact that i feel like you wont help yourself, maybe im frustrated with the fact that you act so much older and more serious then you are or need to beand make me feel like i have no right to be goofy and hyper and a stupid little kid...when really, thats all i am and thats all i should be.
but nevertheless. you are afraid and lonely and scared and all you need is love and support and friends. and i have been a shitty lover and a non-supporter and a terrible friend just because i've been caught up in what i've been feeling.
and tonight i took it too far.
I'm sorry.