o great
things are not ok. the choices i make in my every day life are catching up to me. in every way, literally and figuratively i am screwing myself over. I am falling into one of those funks where you are constantly surrounded by people yet you always feel completely and utterly alone. why do i feel this way? I just dont get it. summer is here finally and i can taste the sweetness of tawonga already but yet i feel like shit. i need to chill out i know. but its hard when life keeps throwing u fucking lemons. the lemonade is so sour.