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what is going on?
I feel so...depressed.
It seems like everyone is having fun but me.
I don't mean to come off all moody but...it's a feeling that is IN my body and not just my mind.
I don't have much of a social life, and no one calls. I feel...non-existent.
Do you know what it feels like to not speak a word for a day, 2 days, a week?
I think I should join some kind of sports...but I'm too depressed right now. I don't have a whole lot of motivation right now.
I feel like such a dissappointment. I had Kayla over the other day, and because she always leaves it up to me to figure out what we should do, she decided to go home because I wasn't "fun enough." Mind you, she was feeling under-the-weather.
I am lonely...I'm talking to a computer screen for christ sake.
I feel..abandoned by everyone I know. (except Kyle of course). I cryed when he said all I needed to do was get out more. It's not that easy for me. I feel like an alien and no one likes me. I have no one. Even Kyle makes me feel like an alien sometimes. I feel like I'm not good enough for him and that I annoy him beause I talk alot. I feel stupid sometimes....
why do I feel like this? This isn't just a one day thing. I've been feeling pretty low for about a month or so now and no one really knows.
I feel so...depressed.
It seems like everyone is having fun but me.
I don't mean to come off all moody but...it's a feeling that is IN my body and not just my mind.
I don't have much of a social life, and no one calls. I feel...non-existent.
Do you know what it feels like to not speak a word for a day, 2 days, a week?
I think I should join some kind of sports...but I'm too depressed right now. I don't have a whole lot of motivation right now.
I feel like such a dissappointment. I had Kayla over the other day, and because she always leaves it up to me to figure out what we should do, she decided to go home because I wasn't "fun enough." Mind you, she was feeling under-the-weather.
I am lonely...I'm talking to a computer screen for christ sake.
I feel..abandoned by everyone I know. (except Kyle of course). I cryed when he said all I needed to do was get out more. It's not that easy for me. I feel like an alien and no one likes me. I have no one. Even Kyle makes me feel like an alien sometimes. I feel like I'm not good enough for him and that I annoy him beause I talk alot. I feel stupid sometimes....
why do I feel like this? This isn't just a one day thing. I've been feeling pretty low for about a month or so now and no one really knows.