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A MARVELOUS MONTH. to explain it would be only to give up a portion of the treasure. spectacular.

I'm in love right now. In love with my life. I have watched my efforts manifest into a 4.0 GPA, and +1200 and growing on the SAT. More importantly, I've more than deffinitely regained something I had once considered perpetually lost, and oh how happy

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[xsandpaperstarx]

im glad things are going well for you, you sound truly happy. i remember last christmas like it was yesterday. anyways,i hope you feel better and have a wonderful christmas.

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me and stephen were just talking about that.
do you remember stealing that traffic cone? and all those digital pictures? the armadillo! this time last year was amazing.

i miss being able to just be a general idiot around you.

[xsandpaperstarx]

when i read that i could do nothing but laugh out loud. honestly i think the armadillo was one of the grossest things that has ever happened to me. i remember retching all the way home and begging for soap. and it being so cold that we went back down to the end of the street to see if my puke froze. and making my footprints in the wet cement and stealing the light and sitting in the porta-potty with it. haha and falling off the swing and nearly breaking my finger. and chin movies. and talking.. its funny because those were the exact memories of last chrsitmas break that i was thinking about. i dont know if this sounds weird, but i do think about you alot. i dont know what your opinion of me is, or even much of how you feel about me these days, and im not sure if you had any idea at all that i felt this way? or if this is just pretty random? i guess all i'm trying to say basically is that i miss you. i'm willing to admitt that i was very wrong in never talking to you about anything that i was feeling and just letting stuff fall apart

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you dont have to know how to end it because there will simply be no more endings.

and pretty much i can tell that what you were trying to say is you love me, and you want to have our old relationship back. yes, yes nicole i will be your girlfriend again. yes, i will give you amazing sex in the middle of the afternoon like old times. whatever you desire, it is yours. lets stop pretending our time together was merely that of friends. ive missed you too.

hahaha. sikeeee. i love you! whatevers in the past is in the past. it was a really sucky thing but i learned things from it; as did you. FRIENDS?

ps. the sex in the afternoon offer still stands.

[xsandpaperstarx]

aww you have no clue the smile on my face when i read that. seriously tomorrow when i see you. expect a long overdue hug.im glad everything can be forgotten, but it seems we may have a great deal of catching up on our hands. you are still the same shannon i know and love.. you fucking goof. yes, FRIENDS. love, nicole

ps. im more of a morning wood kind of gal, but if afternoons are your fancy? things can be arranged.

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catching up sounds good to me.

you better be the same nicole i once knew;
morning wood and all.