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well ive got some money in my pocket
but theres this whole in the bottom that takes it all right away
my money flies into thin air
all up in smoke left with nothing to show or say
theres some pills in the drawer but theyll soon be gone
theres some smoke in the air , dont know whats going on
but at least ill be happy
at least ill be free
i dont care if its artificial
because it feels real to me

It is with these demons i wrestle everyday
i dont have the strength to just make it all go away
and to stop would be to cut off nerves in my brain
no longer working id go insane
losing theyre fuel no longer is this cool
ill fall into the fever of a sleepless fool
so stop dont say it i dont need your ridicule
ur an addict too ur just to blind to see
that you could have problems just like me
we've all got our fancy we've all got our drugs
partake of them daily and rise up above
because im too good to be anything like them
no way i could ever be a junkie like him
u arrogant fuck ur exactly the same
so get off your high horse and come down again