Sep 11, 2006 04:37
so life= boring
sleep= nonexistint
im so tired........
i cant sleep for anything.....
............so i think now ill write something that probably wont make sense to any other people.........
you keep me up at night, i worry about u alot, its been a really long time, but i just cant stop, i try to remove your picture from my head, but the frame is reinforced with steel, now im wandering if id feel better dead, thatd be so much better than how i feel, right now, im dying on the inside, im just fading away, right now, im losing control deep inside, i wish that you would stay, right now, i cant look u in the eyes, no it makes me sick inside, so i guess its either hold on or cut all ties, i cant control how i feel inside, im layin awake wanderin where you are, i wanna know if ur thinkin about me too, ha thats higly unlikely, u'd probably do it just to spite me, go back take another hit, and forget all about me, right now, im dying on the inside, im just fading away, right now, im losing control deep inside, i wish that you would stay, right now, i cant look u in the eyes, no it makes me sick inside, so i guess its either hold on or cut all ties, i cant control how i feel inside, the devil came to me last night, he told me that u were really him in disguise, all i know is somethings not quite right, all i know is its fucked up how i just cant sleep tonight,right now, im dying on the inside, im just fading away, right now, im losing control deep inside, i wish that you would stay, right now, i cant look u in the eyes, no it makes me sick inside, so i guess its either hold on or cut all ties, i cant control how i feel inside, so i guess this is the price we pay, and now theres nothin left to say, ur just fading away, i wont be missing u anymore, i guess this is the price we pay, in these games that we play, im just fading away, i wont be missing u anymore, u must pay for ur sins someday, i will find u and make sure that u understand, i guarantee u karma will come ur way, so shut the fuck up now, its too late, u already missed ur chance.........