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It's soooooooooo werid how much one night can make such a HUGE difference!!! Let's see ... I've known him for lyke 4 years, used to live real close, went to middle school together, and had a blast last night wit him as we were hanging out wit some friends. I can't explain it. I guess, it's since we haven't seen each other in awhile. I mean last year we could hardly stand each other. Now I jusz wanna hear his voice and be RIGHT next to him. It was jusz tha way he looked at me, kissed me, hugged me, couldn't believe that it was me when I first saw him, made me laugh, protected me [lol] and made me feel. There is jsuz so many ways to describe it but I can't find tha right words. Basically, I never would have guessed that this would be how it is. Cody is helping me through all this [blank]. I jusz want to make sure last night wasn't jusz a one night thing. I want it to be real. I want to see him. I wish that every single glance, touch, laugh, word and/or smile meant EVERYTHING!
::there's always a boy and a summer where it all began::
::there's always a boy and a summer where it all began::