Bread is expensive!
Last night i went over to Richard's house. We just sat around and did alot of nothing. We went back to my house so that i could buy my *UGG* boots! i'm SOOOO excited to get em! Well we got em all done n everything and then my computer wouldnt let us check out! i was SO pissed! so 2night we're gonna go 2 his aunt's house n buy em.
November 8th.
November 8th is the day that richard and I have "been toghether" for THREE years. Wow. That seems like such a long time. It feels like he's been n my life forever.
I'm not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing yet.
I love him.
and i know he loves me.
I just dont know about anything.
Sometimes i wonder y he's still with me when he's alwayz goin up 2 utica 2 c his "best friend"?
Or y im still with him when i know that i can do better.
I think it's just because i havent bumped into anyone that i like yet.
No matter what Richard will ALWAYZ b on my mind.
He'll alwayz b the man i size every other man up to.
Last night he was talking about "when we have kids". When he talks like that it freaks me out. I dont want to even think about having kids yet. It's a miricle that i'm even still in high school and kids r def. not what needs to b on my mind right now. IDK. I guess we'll all just have to wait and see what the future brings. Who fuckin knows. It could go both wayz.