i never knew text messages could be SO important!
The other day i was over at Richard's n he asked me y i alwayz erased my text messages b4 he came to c me. (well because its none of his god damn buisness who i talk to!) but i told him that i erased them every day, which i do but usually at night. So then last night he was all pissy with me and was tellin me that i treat him different noe. Well thats probably because you broke up with me for the stupidest reson in the world! I didnt thikn i was treating him any different than an asshole like him should be treated. I dont really cae anymore. We're not dating, and unless some MIRACLE happens and he changes drasticaly, we wont ever be dating again. I think he knows that and he's scared of losing me, and thats y he's getting lke this. But anywayz...when we got off the phone last night he usually tells me he loves me, but he didnt. He was really quick about it and then i just hung up. So he text me: "So y do u really erase your text b4 u come 2 c me?" WTF!!!! i idnt know it was such a big deal! W/e he can take the fuckin fone back. I dont want the piece of shit. He bought it for me so that he could keep dibbs on me at all times and now i h8 that.Its ok for him to go up 2 utica and blow lines wtih that fucking whore but he gets pissed when i dont anwser my fone cuz im AT WORK!!!!!! (i dont realy know if he's doin coke but i know that he didnt stop smokin pot like he told me he did and Becky does coke so i only assume that he's doin it to cuz "she's his best friend!") Oh well. I smoked mad weed the other night n he called me n got al pissed cuz he thought i as at a party. i wasnt i was lie-n in my bed at my house. W/E! Fuck him and FUCK all guyz like him! Fuck all the whores who think thier hot shit cuz they used 2 hang out with him. HE"S AN ASSHOLE!!!!!!! i cant even begin to imagine y ANY girl would think anything else!
But for some odd reason, he's all i ever thik abot, and i do still love him. 3 years is a LONG time to just let go of.