Mar 17, 2008 23:01
I don't know. I honestly don't know what her problem is. But I give up, I am tired of trying to be friends with someone who obviously could care less about my friendship. I thought we had something in common but then I realized I was just forcing myself to have something in common with her so the trip to Japan wouldn't be so bad. Because let's face it, a trip to japan would be a lot more fun if you went eith friends and since she's going on the trip. huuh, yeah. Maybe I was trying to hard I don't know. But I give up, I am not going to try and kiss up to her. I'm not going to try and be all "oh please be my friend so the trip to Japan will be more pleasant" Fuck that. I will sit on a different side of the plane, I will go to the sites without standing next to her and I will have a grand old time learning and immersing myself in the culture of Japan like I want to. Instead of fangirling over boys (which I hate by the way) with Jill. Oh well, I can't say I didn't try. My God, I tried way to hard, maybe thats what was stressing me out so bad, because I was trying so hard. I even pretended to like SasuSaku for pete's sake! That was some hardcore trying. I hate boy bands! I hate SasuSaku! I hate Boys! I have no intention of getting married! I am a voilent NaruSasu loving man-hating girl who just wants to go to Japan with some friends and immerse myself in the culture. Thats all! I am not a boy-band crazy SasuSaku loving fan who wants to go to Japan and find a future husband. I am sorry I portrayed myself that way to lure you in Ms.Jill but that is not me. Maybe I can convence Zack's mom to pay for his trip to japan so I can have somebody to talk to or else these two weeks in Japan are gonna be spent with someone I hate. And I mean I hate! God this is gonna be a long two weeks in Japan.