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Okay so not only did my doctor say that I have extreme anxiety and severe depression but so did this little thing from halfofus off of mtvU. it saying that half of the college students are depressed and all that bad jazz....so i took a quiz to see where i fit....Major Depressive Episode with a Social Phobia how lovely... so not only do I have to worry about Depression Anxiety I also have to look out for that annoying Social Phobia too. Didn't even realize how much I hated going out with a group of people....Okay so I was slightly aware that I felt out of place, completely stupid, and so damn unpretty (didn't realize last part until looked at pictures of myself then realized OMG I am so not cute). Last part is slightly rectafiable? just remind me to never talk to India about it...she doesn't understand my not being cute thing...then she gets mad if I don't explain it...I don't explain myself I just kind of leave things in the air to let you figure it out... like if I like someone I won't actuall admit I like them until years have passed by and I can no longer see them again. that way I won't do something stupid...like act on those feelings. (I am bound by my own restraints okay). Serious nerves of steel this one has....I have never updated this journal so many times in one day....jeez...imfinieimfineimfineimfine