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Okay so I haven't update in F-O-R-E-V-E-R
I'm not even gonna try to catch all of you up on it... Today was really sucky.. my life is slowly twirling down the drain! It seems every day something worse and worse happens to me... last week i was told i wasn't allowed to hang out wiht my best friend anymore(Maria) and then alot of other friends.. so im all limited on what i can do and who with.. b/c my parent are phsyco anal bitches.... Then i have ike nooo money so I have to finally find a job ughh i hate jobs..they suck!... and to top it ALLLLL off i got into a car wreck today... it was of course my fault as always.. i was loking in my rearveiw mirro and going arounda turn on link rd. and the car in front of me slammed on their brakes b/c of a swuirrl so i ran into the bk of them. of course they don't get a single scrath but i get the whole front left side of my car SMASHED in god i hate my life.. and i hate squirrles that shoulllldd ALLL DIE.. DIE SQURRILS DIE.. ughh i hate them
i wann crawl into my bed and sleep b/c my dream world is soo much better then this!~!~!~!!~!~!!~
i wonder what willl happen next.. hear that my friend or family member died.. or something equally horrible.. oh thisi is my life.. ain't it great.. god am i that bad of a person to deserve all this shit coming at me.. i think im a pretty decent person and a good friend yet here i am hating everything.. i wihc i could take my own advice that i guve to my friends.. but it seems soo different for them.. they are gorgeous and have more and i feel jealous almost like why do they hate their life when they have such a great one.. i know many have it worse then me. but i can't help but wonder if my life wil improve anytime SOON
well thats all for now bye
I'm not even gonna try to catch all of you up on it... Today was really sucky.. my life is slowly twirling down the drain! It seems every day something worse and worse happens to me... last week i was told i wasn't allowed to hang out wiht my best friend anymore(Maria) and then alot of other friends.. so im all limited on what i can do and who with.. b/c my parent are phsyco anal bitches.... Then i have ike nooo money so I have to finally find a job ughh i hate jobs..they suck!... and to top it ALLLLL off i got into a car wreck today... it was of course my fault as always.. i was loking in my rearveiw mirro and going arounda turn on link rd. and the car in front of me slammed on their brakes b/c of a swuirrl so i ran into the bk of them. of course they don't get a single scrath but i get the whole front left side of my car SMASHED in god i hate my life.. and i hate squirrles that shoulllldd ALLL DIE.. DIE SQURRILS DIE.. ughh i hate them
i wann crawl into my bed and sleep b/c my dream world is soo much better then this!~!~!~!!~!~!!~
i wonder what willl happen next.. hear that my friend or family member died.. or something equally horrible.. oh thisi is my life.. ain't it great.. god am i that bad of a person to deserve all this shit coming at me.. i think im a pretty decent person and a good friend yet here i am hating everything.. i wihc i could take my own advice that i guve to my friends.. but it seems soo different for them.. they are gorgeous and have more and i feel jealous almost like why do they hate their life when they have such a great one.. i know many have it worse then me. but i can't help but wonder if my life wil improve anytime SOON
well thats all for now bye