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Hey , ummmmmmm anyways......yeah im not in the best moood, im kinda po'ed grrrrrrrrrrr , im just sooooooo fucking confused and i feeeeeeel so bad about what i did I CAN"T BELIEV I LET THAT HAPPEN, but the fact that i followed my heart seems to make it okay, god i feel so bad and i can talk to like only 2 ppl about it although they are my best friends there one person i wanna talk to about it but theres no way in hell i will be able to and it sux, it like im lieing to them but im not b/c i haven't talked to them but i feel i should call and say something or im them omg im a horrible peron....................................... i want to fucking die...and then person behind it all won't tell me whats up and thats ux too ughhhhhhh i hate myself... bye now **nikki**