Jun 22, 2008 10:50
I went out drinking last night, against my better judgment.
Words sometimes look very confusing when they are spelled properly.
I have very poor grammar, maybe I should take a class to help correct this.
I constantly feel like I have no time to do anything, but then spend a enormous amount of time doing fuck all while laying on top of the blankets of my bed.
Work has been a very enjoyable little adventure so far this summer. Planting trees is fun, it gets repetitive but the coworkers usually keep it interesting.
I was disappointed at first that I have no female coworkers, but at the very least it makes seeing certain ladies around the shop or in town during the day that much more exciting.
I'm getting near the point where I don't even remember what it's like to be in a relationship anymore.
It's odd being lonely but craving time to be alone in the same thought.
I'm constantly wanting to hermit and just be by my lonesome this summer, I've been seeing movies alone, going for drives, even just walking and wandering.
I suppose my greatest fear right now is that my brain function is declining, I've always considered myself a very clever person, quick witted, but lately I feel my intelligence slipping away like tube-top on a pregnant lady.