Mental death
sitting in starbucks....
Finishing management exam....
Dusting off old cover letter....
Exam on Mon and Tues......
Info Session Tues....
In short, oh FUCK.
I'm sitting here in a mental drain state, staring at my screen as minutes slip by. I don't particularly want to go home, and I don't particularly want to be here. At the moment, I want to be nowhere at all. If only I could curl up and go to sleep on the couch here at Starbucks. As I said to Vicki, I need some alcohol, drugs, and a week of sleep. Thankfully things calm down after Tuesday, but until then.....I'm just here, stressed, and burnt out.
It's been a long week. Highs and lows, and this is a low right now. Too many rollercoasters this week, although admittedly most of them are self-imposed. There is an end in sight, and it's really not that hard, it's more just that my mental reserves are completely drained. Last week was the week of no sleep, and I managed to catch up on that this weekend. So....I dunno. I thought that was going to fix everything, but I'm just more restless and fidgety now than ever. See everyone Tuesday, when I emerge. Maybe I'll tell work I still have classes and just take the rest of the week off. heh.
Sorry for this not making sense, it's just a rambling...whatever. blah
Finishing management exam....
Dusting off old cover letter....
Exam on Mon and Tues......
Info Session Tues....
In short, oh FUCK.
I'm sitting here in a mental drain state, staring at my screen as minutes slip by. I don't particularly want to go home, and I don't particularly want to be here. At the moment, I want to be nowhere at all. If only I could curl up and go to sleep on the couch here at Starbucks. As I said to Vicki, I need some alcohol, drugs, and a week of sleep. Thankfully things calm down after Tuesday, but until then.....I'm just here, stressed, and burnt out.
It's been a long week. Highs and lows, and this is a low right now. Too many rollercoasters this week, although admittedly most of them are self-imposed. There is an end in sight, and it's really not that hard, it's more just that my mental reserves are completely drained. Last week was the week of no sleep, and I managed to catch up on that this weekend. So....I dunno. I thought that was going to fix everything, but I'm just more restless and fidgety now than ever. See everyone Tuesday, when I emerge. Maybe I'll tell work I still have classes and just take the rest of the week off. heh.
Sorry for this not making sense, it's just a rambling...whatever. blah