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jeff and jen came over tonite. jeff has been here every nite this week...but this is the first time ive seen jen in a while. she brought me this picture frame thing with a poem that she wrote for me inside it with a picture of us from the morning after summer jams. it made me cry. i forget how long ive known that girl. *jen, i love you more than chasing down hoodlems in carlisle!* when she left she made me cry too. i'm going to cry so much this weekend...i already cried tonight with my mom...that's the hardest. leaving my mom. i'm scared about leaving my dad too...he's been so friendly lately and i forget how much he really does love me...it's just weird. being without my mom. she's my best friend. i've never been without her. *sigh*
tomorrow is my last day here. mom took the day off work. jeff almost did, too but he's staying over tomorrow night so i wouldn't let him. i say goodbye to alison tomorrow night.
my god. i'm so scared. and sad. and excited.
tomorrow is my last day here. mom took the day off work. jeff almost did, too but he's staying over tomorrow night so i wouldn't let him. i say goodbye to alison tomorrow night.
my god. i'm so scared. and sad. and excited.