(OOC: This follows off from
this thread. So backdated like whoa.)
[The following is written VERY sloppily and is very watermarked - still readable, but barely]
I -- I --
oh God
I don’t know what's real anymore, is any of this real or am I still there
I want this to be real i don't want to be there i dont' want any more operations
great scott i'm so scared
be real, please be real i don't care how insane you are chicago be real
oh God get out of my head GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!