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These last few days have really sucked.
Well with the exception of a few things.
I went to Circuit City with Alyssa which was cool. She got this thing for her new computer and I got Empire Records. I love that movie. I also got new barbels and I love them too.
I had to go to a meeting at Dairy Queen from 9-10am on Tuesday. It was complete BS. Its just that some of the things brought up by "some" people were pointless. They were being complete hypocrites for even mentioning it and saying that they have a problem with it when they do it themselves! It was also stated that Sam is the only one that cleans the pumps all the time. That is so unbelievably untrue! I clean them just as much as she does and many other things in the store that everyone else wont do. I of course didnt say anything because I didnt want to make a big deal out of it I guess. I donno. I regret not saying anything now.
Wednesday was awesome. Mark, Tammy, Mario, Sam, and I went to Six Flags. The morning didnt start off so well but the rest of the day was so awesome. I had lots of fun.
I did have to work though at 8, and everyone was really cool about leaving around 6 so I could make it back in time and they could go to the movies. I still have yet to go see Spiderman. I really want to too. I've heard many good things so far.
Thursday I had therapy and then work. I hung out at Mario's after and a couple of them got drunk. I didnt want to and I didnt feel like getting in trouble like that again anytime soon. That night was really weird though. Mainly because I found out that apparently while drunk and while I'm not there, Mark would complain that he regretted breaking up with me in the first place for his X. I dont believe it though. First of all I wouldnt understand why he would want to get back with her (if its the girl I'm thinking of) because all he would do is complain and bitch about her and how much he didnt want to go out with her anymore.
And secondly, he hasnt acted like he had an interest in me after we broke up. So that whole thing confused me there. Oh also that morning my dad calls me right before I was going to leave for work and starts lecturing me. Then proceeds to bring up something that happened in FEBRUARY and tell me how I dont care about anyone else and that I really hurt my mom. First of all, she gave the stupid card back to me and made me feel like shit. So I'm not going to apologize for that.
Today sucked too. I wanted to finally finish this financial aid thing for my parents and show them that I'm not completely worthless, but the computer crashed when I was in the middle of it and I couldnt even think enough to start it over again then. Mind you this is at 4 in the morning. Three hours later my mom storms in my room yelling at me saying that I'm a very ungrateful person and that I really hurt her by saying that I wouldnt get her a card anymore after the thing that happened in February. She also threw all of the things for me for college onto my floor and told me that I had to finish getting everything organized for next year myself. I felt bad though because she was crying. Well, it was either that or the fact that I was so tired then that I didnt know what was exactly going on at that moment.
I had work at 5 today and was late because I was talking to my aunt about my parents. That was definitely my fault though. When I got there the manager took me aside because she had to talk to me. I thought it was going to be about me being late but I was very wrong. She told me that someone else had told her that I was coming to work drunk! WTF! I know other people have done it in the past but I have never done it! I mean last summer I did come in trashed, but they had been closed for an hour already so there were no customers, they were all ready to leave, and I wasnt even working that night! I was only brought there so they could help me sober up. She also told me that if something like this gets back to her again I'm gonna get fired. I know a bunch of us joke about me being drunk in the store, but its a fucking joke! I think it started anyways when I would come into work exhausted, and I would be out of it and not thinking clearly because thats how I get when I dont get enough sleep. She also proceeded to tell me we arent aloud to talk about drinking anymore either because we now have 16 year olds working in the store and my boss doesnt want any conversations like that to get back to their parents. Thats understandable...... I guess. She also told me that we're not aloud to form clicks at work either and that they want everyone to get along and pretty much be friends. That was a pointless thing to say. She for one has formed her own "click" already. She also cant make us be friends with everyone else that works here. I know that everyone should at least get along for a decent amount so we can all work well and get everything done quickly, but I have problems getting close to people and warming up to people. She cant expect me to start hanging out with everyone from work just because I'm already friends with a couple DQ people. And even with them it took a while for me to feel relaxed and comfortable. It sounds lame but whatever.
That whole thing just really pissed me off and I felt like crying. I already get along with everyone I work with! Or at least I like to think so, and up until this point I really havent had a major problem with anyone else from there.
Well with the exception of a few things.
I went to Circuit City with Alyssa which was cool. She got this thing for her new computer and I got Empire Records. I love that movie. I also got new barbels and I love them too.
I had to go to a meeting at Dairy Queen from 9-10am on Tuesday. It was complete BS. Its just that some of the things brought up by "some" people were pointless. They were being complete hypocrites for even mentioning it and saying that they have a problem with it when they do it themselves! It was also stated that Sam is the only one that cleans the pumps all the time. That is so unbelievably untrue! I clean them just as much as she does and many other things in the store that everyone else wont do. I of course didnt say anything because I didnt want to make a big deal out of it I guess. I donno. I regret not saying anything now.
Wednesday was awesome. Mark, Tammy, Mario, Sam, and I went to Six Flags. The morning didnt start off so well but the rest of the day was so awesome. I had lots of fun.
I did have to work though at 8, and everyone was really cool about leaving around 6 so I could make it back in time and they could go to the movies. I still have yet to go see Spiderman. I really want to too. I've heard many good things so far.
Thursday I had therapy and then work. I hung out at Mario's after and a couple of them got drunk. I didnt want to and I didnt feel like getting in trouble like that again anytime soon. That night was really weird though. Mainly because I found out that apparently while drunk and while I'm not there, Mark would complain that he regretted breaking up with me in the first place for his X. I dont believe it though. First of all I wouldnt understand why he would want to get back with her (if its the girl I'm thinking of) because all he would do is complain and bitch about her and how much he didnt want to go out with her anymore.
And secondly, he hasnt acted like he had an interest in me after we broke up. So that whole thing confused me there. Oh also that morning my dad calls me right before I was going to leave for work and starts lecturing me. Then proceeds to bring up something that happened in FEBRUARY and tell me how I dont care about anyone else and that I really hurt my mom. First of all, she gave the stupid card back to me and made me feel like shit. So I'm not going to apologize for that.
Today sucked too. I wanted to finally finish this financial aid thing for my parents and show them that I'm not completely worthless, but the computer crashed when I was in the middle of it and I couldnt even think enough to start it over again then. Mind you this is at 4 in the morning. Three hours later my mom storms in my room yelling at me saying that I'm a very ungrateful person and that I really hurt her by saying that I wouldnt get her a card anymore after the thing that happened in February. She also threw all of the things for me for college onto my floor and told me that I had to finish getting everything organized for next year myself. I felt bad though because she was crying. Well, it was either that or the fact that I was so tired then that I didnt know what was exactly going on at that moment.
I had work at 5 today and was late because I was talking to my aunt about my parents. That was definitely my fault though. When I got there the manager took me aside because she had to talk to me. I thought it was going to be about me being late but I was very wrong. She told me that someone else had told her that I was coming to work drunk! WTF! I know other people have done it in the past but I have never done it! I mean last summer I did come in trashed, but they had been closed for an hour already so there were no customers, they were all ready to leave, and I wasnt even working that night! I was only brought there so they could help me sober up. She also told me that if something like this gets back to her again I'm gonna get fired. I know a bunch of us joke about me being drunk in the store, but its a fucking joke! I think it started anyways when I would come into work exhausted, and I would be out of it and not thinking clearly because thats how I get when I dont get enough sleep. She also proceeded to tell me we arent aloud to talk about drinking anymore either because we now have 16 year olds working in the store and my boss doesnt want any conversations like that to get back to their parents. Thats understandable...... I guess. She also told me that we're not aloud to form clicks at work either and that they want everyone to get along and pretty much be friends. That was a pointless thing to say. She for one has formed her own "click" already. She also cant make us be friends with everyone else that works here. I know that everyone should at least get along for a decent amount so we can all work well and get everything done quickly, but I have problems getting close to people and warming up to people. She cant expect me to start hanging out with everyone from work just because I'm already friends with a couple DQ people. And even with them it took a while for me to feel relaxed and comfortable. It sounds lame but whatever.
That whole thing just really pissed me off and I felt like crying. I already get along with everyone I work with! Or at least I like to think so, and up until this point I really havent had a major problem with anyone else from there.