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Hi there...
YES... I DID say I would update very soon... a long time ago. No I did not do what I said I was going to do. For that, I apologize to anyone who might have been holding out for an update from me. There is a good reason for this, of course. Well... two good reasons.
The first reason is a very good thing for me, and the second one is a very annoying thing for me... good and bad at the same time I guess you could say.
The first thing, the very good thing... well, I've been dealing with some serious inner-demons as of late. Something that I have been dealing with since I was a teenager. Just RECENTLY I faced my fears head-on with everything I've got inside of me... AND I FUCKING OVERCAME!! I know I am an open-book most of the time, but I cannot divulge to everyone reading this journal just what that was... and I apologize for that. Some things just need to be kept to yourself, and to those extremely close to you. All I can tell you is that I feel like I just ripped an 800lb Gorilla off of my back, and beat the shit out of it!! I feel like an MMA fighter who just started a match, and then won within the first 10 seconds of round 1! I feel great, and I have everyone to thank for all of their support.
The second thing... well, it happened about a month ago. Some would say I had it bad, while others would say that I was extremely blessed. I felt a little of both... more-so the bad part. WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT!? Well, at the moment it is 2:00AM in the morning as I type this, and I need to be awake by 9:00AM. I need to get my sleep. I will try my best to update tomorrow night and let you all in on what I am talking about. If it's not tomorrow, it will get to you sometime before the end of the week.
I just wanted to tell all of you that YES I am alive, and YES I do read all of your entries through my friends page. I reply sometimes, so watch out for that, especially if I find it an interesting read! Even then, I might not comment but all of you have put out some kick-ass entries and I enjoy reading all of your stuff.
Once again, I owe you all an apology for not updating at all, but like I said some things are just way out of my control. Shit, I don't even know who reads this thing anymore. I think like, maybe 2 people that I added years ago still read up on this nowadays? Find me some LJ buds!
So, keep your eyes peeled!!!!
YES... I DID say I would update very soon... a long time ago. No I did not do what I said I was going to do. For that, I apologize to anyone who might have been holding out for an update from me. There is a good reason for this, of course. Well... two good reasons.
The first reason is a very good thing for me, and the second one is a very annoying thing for me... good and bad at the same time I guess you could say.
The first thing, the very good thing... well, I've been dealing with some serious inner-demons as of late. Something that I have been dealing with since I was a teenager. Just RECENTLY I faced my fears head-on with everything I've got inside of me... AND I FUCKING OVERCAME!! I know I am an open-book most of the time, but I cannot divulge to everyone reading this journal just what that was... and I apologize for that. Some things just need to be kept to yourself, and to those extremely close to you. All I can tell you is that I feel like I just ripped an 800lb Gorilla off of my back, and beat the shit out of it!! I feel like an MMA fighter who just started a match, and then won within the first 10 seconds of round 1! I feel great, and I have everyone to thank for all of their support.
The second thing... well, it happened about a month ago. Some would say I had it bad, while others would say that I was extremely blessed. I felt a little of both... more-so the bad part. WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT!? Well, at the moment it is 2:00AM in the morning as I type this, and I need to be awake by 9:00AM. I need to get my sleep. I will try my best to update tomorrow night and let you all in on what I am talking about. If it's not tomorrow, it will get to you sometime before the end of the week.
I just wanted to tell all of you that YES I am alive, and YES I do read all of your entries through my friends page. I reply sometimes, so watch out for that, especially if I find it an interesting read! Even then, I might not comment but all of you have put out some kick-ass entries and I enjoy reading all of your stuff.
Once again, I owe you all an apology for not updating at all, but like I said some things are just way out of my control. Shit, I don't even know who reads this thing anymore. I think like, maybe 2 people that I added years ago still read up on this nowadays? Find me some LJ buds!
So, keep your eyes peeled!!!!